Haizz!

i feel like a blushing high school girl...
it's waaay out of my style...but i'm actually feeling like one.

and yeah, he's waaay out of my league but i didn't mind.

i just took a deep breath, held on tight, and made a leap of faith...

... with eyes wide open.

As Billie Jean plays...

We’re having a light dinner at Chef’s
Complemented by some laughs and banter
When music filled the air

My head started nodding to its beat
And a smile slowly showed
Stretching from ear to ear

“I like that sound,” I said.
“It’s a classic 80’s sound…
I’d recognize that bass line anywhere”

Then he smiled, kind of amused
At the way I acted, but nevermind.
What mattered was he was there
(with me!)

And I love that smile
That it sometimes moves me to tears.
I’d recognize that smile anywhere.

His Song....

.... for me!

Vulnerability

You are the one kind of person
i've tried so hard to avoid.

And yet,
you have become an obssession,
a preoccupation.

an addiction -
something that's not good for me,
but i just can't leave it alone.

Saturdate (Saturday Date)

Pardon me. I'm a little lazy to put more words in this post or to compose a more well thought-of sentence. So here goes.....

It's the first Saturday of the month. And like other first Saturdays, the St. Lazarus Choir was scheduled to sing in the anticipated mass. But this day was kinda special because it's the first Saturday of 2008!

What made it more special is that we have a new uniform.

Ponkan na Ponkan!
Never thought orange would look good on me.
hehehe!

Another special reason is that i was out on a date. Well, sort of. It's not one of those formal dates though. But hey, it was nevertheless a pleasant time sharing laughs and laid back conversation over dinner (never mind that it was fast food).

So, there it was. Pardon me if i couldn't put more words here. I'm still trying to quiet down this giddy, giggly high school girl in me.

Baby Blue

I was an hour late and he was not smiling when he saw me. I wanted to hug him right then and there as an act of apology and to comfort him but i was afraid he might reject me. So i just gave him a shy smile and leaned towards him to whisper a little "sorry i'm late." I took his hand and told him "let's go to church, hear the mass, then i'll explain later" then flashed him another "apologetic" smile.

He stood up and forced a smile. It made me feel more guilty. Note to self, be early next time. He was silent while we walked towards the church and i couldn't bear it.

"Come on, give me a smile. You look more handsome when you smile."

He turned to me and flashed me those pearly whites. This time, it wasn't forced. I guess he couldn't stay mad at me for long.

"I love it when you smile like that. You know very well i fell for that smile."

He took my hand... gave it a gentle squeeze... and flashed me the sweetest smile I've ever seen.

Terms of Endearment

Pie...

because "baby" is too common
like "honey" or "hon."

"sweetheart" sounds too oldies.

"darling" doesn't quite fit.

couldn't think of any more unique ones,
so, yeah, that's it.